So sad, been working on it for like almost half a year and I still haven't been able to make myself finish it. LOL it's so sad.
Recently I'm conflicted with what I want to do in life. I kind of want to go into landscape architecture but these days, as I watch more and more news... I don't really want to become one as much anymore. The reason why I wanted to become one was to beautify the enviroment because I love the beauty that nature has.
But recently, seeing the news makes me not want to be a landscape architect.
Well first of all, because of the olympics games, the Chinese govenrment is using it as a reason to tear down old buildings with little or no compenstation given to the owners. Leavingleaving the residents that lived in those area since WWII or so houseless and basically have no hope in the future at all because they basically lost everything by losing their land. After looking at how they tear down old houses near the beijing area and the next day covering it with beautiful grass and flowers so foreigners will not know what happened. This sickens me in so many ways, especially when I was watching people crying in frustration of their government taking their land away from them. I always viewed landscaping as an art but.... This was not art it's just... I can't even put a word to it.
That leaves me with geography and urban studies but what I saw in the news recently doesn't make me want to go into that as much anymore with the bad side of urbanization displayed in beijing. omfg damn it everything about china's goverment just sickens me lately. It was the worse decision EVER to host the olymics games in beijing. "one world one dream" my ass it's more like one's nightmare is one's dream.
Damn I think I'm too sensitive with the stuff happening in the news lately.
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